Seoul Garden!

Seoul Garden was much more fantastic than I thought. [:
Met Jiayu at Hougang interchange at 1030am, and took 89 and met yiyee on the bus!
On the bus, we were very silent, guess we all were tired, woke up too early @.@
We ate for a total of like, 2 hours. NON-STOP FOOD! SPAM SPAM SPAM.
All the food that we ate, I guess can feed us for like 1 whole day! Until now I don't feel hungry at all. Retarded Sim Yiyee ordered this weird Korean thingy called Bip Bap? LOL. It's not nice but it's huge! So we all have to share her burden xD And that Sim Yiyee, ordered Kimchi that sucked and start hiding it beneath our shells and prawn shells! It was really a blast going out with Jiayu & Yiyee! Especially to Seoul Gardens! [:

My nerd glasses!

Tiny me & yiyee xD

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Our food! The never able to be cooked LALA.

This is, yiyee's "hidden kimchi". HAHA.

After that, we walked to White Sands and discuss about where to go next, wanted to go fish for guppies, but unfortunately, the place we know is at Chua Chu Kang(impossible). Yiyee is so keen about going prawning, but I'm kind of sick of prawning(boring.)! Then we took 53 to somewhere near Kovan and went to this warehouse sales that sells stuff that are ugly like crap. oh my, really a waste of time. Then we took MRT to my place! Watched some videos on youtube and I uploaded photos on Facebook and that weird Yiyee & Jiayu started hijacking my facebook account! They left around 6 plus as I had tuition at 7. Went cycling after they left and came back for tuition.
Oh, how I hate amaths now, HOW TRIGO RATIO AND WEIRD SEC, COSEC MAKES ME MAD. I feel so ever tired just LOOKING at them. I thought about the amount of maths homework I need to do, oh my gosh, my brain is so going to explode. 12 Amaths revision exercises. GRAPHS, are awful shit. Social studies also have tons of shit, English too. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!

Anyway, tonight I feel rather nostalgic, maybe it's because of the places I cycled to just now. I was reminded of quite some memories with you. (That's why I don't feel like going out. -.-) Which makes me wonder again about all the hows, whys, whats. Which leads me here to be feeling regretful, remorseful but not guilt anymore. Maybe I'm just sentimental, I've always been this way. Christmas is coming, it's a season of joy, of giving, of blessings, I hope it would be a new start. If you're reading this, I want you to know I'm talking about you. Because I hope since it's Christmas, you would be.. friendlier to me. /:
If only you could see the pain in my eyes everytime they mention about you, if only you can read what's on my mind everytime your name strikes in my head, like a burden, it's heavy.
& most importantly, just like him, you're like a scar in me.

& This is out to those, weird & childish earthlings (should I call you guys aliens?), if losing a friend and being so emotional about it, will be deemed as liking that friend, will be condemned to be not straight. Please go try and lose a friend that is so important and see how you'll feel about it. People react in different ways, I have mine. If you guys truly were friends, you would have understand better, would have cared more. But I've learnt my lesson, trust is a fragile thing. Once its slipped, it might be hard to piece it back/get it back to what it used to be anymore. I myself might have broken my promises and trust that others had in me, but I've reflected on it. Have you?

Movies.

I love December! There is always lots of nice movies coming out in December, it is also another reason why I'm always very broke in December. D:

This is the show I've been waiting for!

Twilight wasn't a bad show though the book is better. I hope that New Moon won't be a disappointment. But I'll still love to catch it. Oh man! Can't wait, EDWARD CULLEN!

Met Jiayu at compass to have yoshinoya for lunch, then we went to the library to borrow some books. After which we patronised popular cause jiayu wanted to get a pen. While queuing to pay, there was this lady who bought like 5 baskets filled of stuff! Its as though she own a newly opened tuition centre that needs tons & tons of stationery! She bought, $300++ worth of goods! But I think she used some discount thingy, so the total cost is definitely more than $300++! Weird lady that made us wait more than 10 minutes just to pay for 1 pen! (ANNOYED). Training was simple, watched them did one pass fastbreak, and did gym together. [:

Tomorrow meeting Jiayu & Yiyee for Seoul Garden at Ehub! Most probably that's confirm, I'm quite excited about it, haven't had Seoul Garden for a very long time.

Sigh, still don't feel like leaving my house. Going to catch some sleep soon. But before that, going to finish up my "Looking for Alaska" book. (:

Monday Bluesz.

Hello blog. It's Monday, 30 November 2009. I have another,34 more days of holiday. (School starts on the 4th of January 2010.)
When I woke up in the morning, I kinda feel blue, reluctant to wake up, unwilling to step out of the comforts of my bed. But I still have to, got to meet Jiayu at 1pm @ Compass for lunch & head for training later on. Sigh, training, it seemed like such a painful thing to me cause there is nothing much that I can do during training. But I'll try to train later (hopefully).
Replies to tags before I go,

Hy: huh, what about e m o? you or me ?
Sandy: I'll try, I'll try. & yes, I'm pretty much not over that damn fish -.- It's so expensive.
Zilin: Hello, thanks for tagging. I'm not really mapling already, a little MIA cause I want to do more productive stuff.

Okay, need to watch finish my K.o.3anguo asap and pack my things for basketball.
Ciaozx.

Back.

I'm back on Blogger, for no good reason actually. Just feel like coming back to blogger out of a sudden.

Anyway, I had a fun Sunday. Going back to church is definitely encouraging to me. It's true that I do miss church when I haven't been going for the past few weeks. Praise God to be able to make me feel encouraged today. After service today, we went to Angel's kids birthday party @ Suntec NUSS Guild House. It some sort of a function room. Food was great, I was quite bored cause I didn't really socialise. But I was having some fun with mehlee(?), Lewis' son. Jac had interesting stories to tell about her adventures. Think I ought to heed her advice and study real hard, and save money now.. after I finished studying, head for a travel of my life before entering officially entering the working world.

After the party, Hannah, Regina, Joy & I headed down to Coffee Bean for a drink. Half of the time, I was reading my book, the other half I was listening to them talk. I found it a little bit hard to talk, I don't know what to say. After that we left, took train home.

I feel so tired today, it's merely 11.10pm and I'm really feeling very tired.
There's basketball training tomorrow, tuition on tuesday. /:
Suddenly I just have a hunch to stay at home this whole week. Meaning to not go out, only when necssary. Other than basketball trainings & NYP courses, I think I'll be at home. Be it on the computer, playing Maple, reading, sleeping or even doing homework. It all seemed even more exciting than stepping out of my house. (I'm seriously very lazy lately.)
Maybe it's my way to sort of escape from the world, I rather be in my crib than go out and face the world. Maybe I've really realised that there are some things in life, even if you let go, memories never will go away. It's the memories that hurts the most, but the actual person that you miss the most. Knowing it's never meant to be was a piece of cake for me to accept, I knew it way long ago, I knew it from the start. But the memories it left along the way, never seemed to leave me.

You're forever a scar on me.

I'm not missing.

Sandy sent me this message just awhile ago, asking what happened to me cause I'm like missing to her.
suddenly, I don't really talk on msn, I don't blog, my facebook seemed inactive too.
Well, I'm not missing, that's pretty obvious, I'm still here sitting by the computer, alive. Lately I've been really bored and tired to post about anything.
Just came back from KL on Thursday night, Friday I went out, Saturday I went to see the doctor, I'm just tired.
Since it has been mentioned, I think I better post about something before my onsugar really becomes a ghost town.

KL trip with Sandy & her mum was fun, its filled with shopping too! I do shopping like everyday over the 3 days, bought tons of clothings.
Bought a nerd glasses and sunglass too, i totally love it but Sandy says it's ugly, oh well.
I'll upload some photos of Day 1 to Day 3, most of them are at Sandy's blog or Facebook.
Day 1,
Checked in the hotel and took retarded photos with Sandy and went for lunch at some chinese restaurant.

The food wasn't too bad but I think it's a little too costy, and funniest thing about Malaysia, I've realised, is that people are allowed to smoke indoor!
It's really bad, the cigarette is practically everywhere.

   
The fish costed alot, but look at it, IT LOOKS SO PATHETIC!

After that, we went shopping before heading up to the hotel to put the stuff we bought and went to the indoor theme park. (IT SUCKS.)
 
This is the rough view of the Theme Park, the Orange track we see, is the "Supersonic Odyssey" . The both of us sat on it twice before going off, Sandy just can't get enough of it. It's fun actually, especially when it reaches the loop. BREATHTAKING. OH MY GOSH.
But the horror, of that Theme Park is one of the ride that made me screamed, " WO YAO HUI JIA!" cause it freaks me.
It's similar to Singapore's Inverter, but different in some way. IT'S WAY SCARIER. Sandy didn't take a photo of it, sadly. /:
    Sandy calls this, "A duck fishing for a duck" .
After that, we went to walk around before heading to Neway, the karaoke place in Times Square.
 Singing session, drank some alcohol.

Day 2,
Breakfast at the Hotel, I totally love the food. It's nice. [:
 
Air Spray tattoo, temporary of course.
After that, we went for a little walk and went Twin Tower of M'sia. It's nothing much actually LOL.
Then Sandy met Ryan, they went shopping.  I wanted to go back and sleep, in the end I went to eat with her mum and went shopping alone. [:
Then we met again, went to some Chinatown place and cabbed back to Neway for K again.
   
We played some game, laughed and drank some more, Sandy said I'm power and its nothing much.
Ryan left around 10 plus 11. We went back from midnight.

Day 3,
Woke up for breakfast, sandy kept snatching blanket with me at night -.-
It's a KING SIZE BED, AND SHE PWNED THE BLANKET -.-
Did some last minute shopping and headed back to Singapore. [:
 I like the glasses [:

So that's my Malaysia trip for the holiday, thanks Sandy. [:
Really enjoyed it, first time being overseas with friends rather than family. Nice experience.

Woah, it's going 1am already, my eyes are really closing. I've been really tired lately, I don't know why too.
I'm both mentally and physically tired. Suddenly I can't imagine myself got through the O' level life. I think I'll become a panda in no time.
My eye bags and dark eye rings are getting worse lately, maybe I've really been thinking too much.
I borrowed books from the library today, hopefully this will distract me enough from weird thoughts once again.  Homework is also packing up my brain.
Still thinking how to prepare myself for a hectic and chaotic Sec 4 Life.

I'm starting to be very alone, suddenly I find myself sinking into loneliness and somehow, it feels even more comfortable than I thought.
In my own world I would say, I could do anything, read, sleep, do work & no one cares.
As I start to do all these, you won't come to my mind so often. None of you will. There are too many yous I refer to.
The yous that made me feel guilty, the yous that made me feel lonely, the yous that made miss them, the yous that made me angry,
the yous that made me happy. I don't want to remember any of them suddenly.
Even though some yous hurt me really badly, I hurt you guys too. I just don't want to remember any, it feels painful.
But sometimes my personality.. makes me remember them all, even though I really don't want to. Such feeling sucks.

It has been almost 3 years, everything changed almost 3 years back for me.
It has been more than 1 year that you're not around here, though I'm used to it, but it didn't feel as good as when you were.
2009 is definitely not a very good year for me, maybe I've grown stronger through the struggles I have with myself, but I've definitely not grown out of this.
At least not entirely yet, cause part of me, still yearns to see you at times, but most of me try to suppress that feeling.
I don't want things to be anymore awkward. I just hope one day you'll stop ignoring me, stop thinking I still - you,
and that in my mind, I really don't think any further beyond the line.
Cause you're forever on display to me, I understand that.

I'm very tired, sleepy. Going to bed. Nights. [:

Boohoo . D:

Currently, Sandy Wong is at my house, sitting on the massage chair and screaming
"ITCHY ITCHY ~ I cannot stand the ITCHY!" LOL.
And she went like, "Don't blog funny things ah." , Awhh too bad, I already did . xD
I'm going KL with her on Tuesday! Supposed to be Monday, but something cropped up.
So.. she's at my place today, going over her place tomorrow.

Been playing a lot of maple lately! All thanks to Augustine -.-
He jio me play Izar, quite fun la, but I realised Maple have lots of retarded and annoying people.
Sigh, weird Singaporeans.
Nothing much happened lately, I have nothing to post about /:

I've told myself that, after I come back from KL,
I would be Joey again. I won't be the one always being emo,
I won't be the one always holding on, I won't be the silly one.
After I come back from KL, there won't be LLL in my mind anymore.
Not even a trace of him.
There won't be you anymore,
if you could let go, so could I.
I'm going to enjoy this trip. never will i emo.

melissa: LOL . Nice right? [;
Zilin : Yeah, we did have a fun time. [:
Sandy: WHAT.
SiewShuan: hello watermelon!

My World.

Basketball BBQ on Tuesday was a blast! :D
Went over Joy's place around 4plus, some were waiting at Joy's condo already.
We walked to the BBQ Pit and settle down.. Zhihui went to set up the fire.
Slacked around.. waiting for the fire to get started. After which, Yiyee, Jiayu and I started cooking!
After cooking for quite a while.. we had a rest and ate some food, after that..
The water battle began! I can't remember how it started, I think it was me :x  (with the water gun)
Then it got a lot crazier.. with water splashing EVERYWHERE. :D
The sec 1 Juniors are really mad.

Then Ms Pey came.. we ate. laugh and talk crap.
Lots of crap happened, then we had our mini "water arena" at the swimming pool. HAHA.
Then the security guard came and scold cause we wore clothes to go down and swim . Perverted guy!
Cause Jorinda and I took out our shirt in the water to swim (we were wearing sports bra), then the idiot sit there and watch!
Jorinda said she heard him went like "hehe", I dig out his eyes manzxz!
Then we left, came back later when Gina, xiaoRachel, Jorinda took out their shirt to really swim. :D
Super on, and fun.
Then Coach came.. poped the sparkling juice, ate cake and left around 10.45pm :D

The water funnnnn~ White - Huiyin , Blue - xiaoRachel , Black - SooPeng , Orange - Me.
Sec 3 vs Sec 1 . HAHA.

Yesterday I went Gym with Bellina Tang in the morning, super funny.
Apparently, Bellina Tang has never went to the gym before! So I had tons of fun laughing at her.
Then I went back to school.. and went NYP.

Today I went TM with Ronda cause I wanted to get a new wallet.
But I failed to do so, cause i can't find something plain that I like. Suddenly I can't stand wallets with a lot of cartoons.
We had mac's and went over Ronda's place!
On the way there, it was pouring heavily.. and we really have lots of fun running to her block.
Though we had an UMBRELLA, but we got DRENCHED, rather, half my body was drenched. HAHA.
Watched movie at Ronda's place and some youtube stuff, :D

Bored!
I need to sleep!

A promised and overdue photo!
SEE MELISSA, I DID UPLOAD . ;D

Boo.

Boo. It's SIM YIYEE BIRTHDAY TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

Just a shout out for her.
Nothing much to post about today.
Tomorrow I need to go to school D:
There's basketball BBQ at Joy's place, woohoo. :D

A side note to YOU out there,
Gossip Gossip Gossip, other than this, I can't find any other word to describe you.
Maybe this is the you I failed to see all these while, well at least I've seen it now.
Nevermind, you'll get your retribution, karma will find you.

I feel that my life really been a hell of a laughter.
It's just so odd.
Bye.

12pm.

Today is a rare day, I woke up around 12pm!
It's rare cause I normally wake up at 7am.. 8am.. latest would be 10am.
Woke up to find my breakfast/lunch on the table already.
Watched my K.O.3anguo and went over papa's house. & Oh, really hope I can go Taiwan with Yiyee!
My grandma is still considering about it, aaaaaahhhhh. TAIWAN!

Went to Tampines Mall with family to have dinner. The service at Swensens is really horrible -.-
I waited 20 minutes for my breaded chicken, and when it finally came, it was cold.
Got so pissed, I complain. They said they heat the chicken for me. When the chicken came out, it was slightly warmer. -.-
I was super hungry I just ate it.
While waiting for the chicken, my mum asked one of the waiter about the order, and he went like
"Can you be paitent? The food will come soon."
Like what the? We are your customers, it's only right for us to ask when the food is really taking too long.
Every single order on my table is here, except for the sickening chicken i regretting ordering.
So my mum made a complain, and the manager didn't charge us for the 10% service charge.
Their service is definitely not worth 10% of the total bill -.-

This week is going to be a pretty busy week I think.
Tomorrow there's NYP, and tomorrow is YIYEE's BIRTHDAY. (:
Tuesday there is NYP and basketball BBQ at Joy's place (:
Wednesday there is NYP (-.-), which clashes with Basketball.
Thursday is my FREEEEEEEEE day. (:
Friday there is BASKETBALL & NYP! Like 7.30 to 12noon I'm at basketball, 12noon to 5pm I'm at NYP.
And maybe going prawning with my family after that. ._.
Saturday is the History Trip with the museum! Really looking forward to it !
Sunday is a FREEEEEEE day! But it's church day too. :D

It's like, 2 weeks to December, few more weeks to Christmas, and when you know it,
It's 2010 already! I'm sec 4 already! IT'S O'S LEVELS ALREADY.
Time really files. My days in Nchs really really flies.

Still hoping I'm able to go Taiwan with Yiyee! It's TAIWAN!
Never been there!
Feel like a kuku cause I've only been to China and Thailand and of course Malaysia. D:

Heading to bed soon I think, got things to rush tomorrow.
NIGGGGHTS (;

Replies to tags :
SiewShuan: Hello you dumb dumb watermelon. :D
Melissa: OMG BHB! Hehehe.
Hy: Super lame manzxz. It's not really worth the money.
Yvonne: Hellooo. Lol.

I heard a warning.

I've been pretty busy and tired!
Lazy to blog too, cause I have no photos D:
My SE phone is going retarded as usual.. this time I really need to send it to the doctor.
I can't remember what I've been doing..
I watched 2012, and Astro Boy, felt that both movies were alright okay.
But I feel that 2012 is not really nice, the effects are fantastic, but there's no climax to it.
I feel sleepy while watching it.. zZzZzZz.
I had better shows sitting beside me. (:

Today went WildWildWet with Jiayu and Yiyee! Been long since I went there with them!
Had a great time though it was short. :D
Then we had lunnier, (lunch cum dinner) at BBQ chicken!
It's dammmmnnnnn nice. It's a somehow korean restuarant too! HAHAHA.
Then we bus back to hougang mall and yiyee went for her second ear hole!
She's been waiting for it for a year! And poor jiayu is tempted! LOL.
Then I went homeeeeeee.

Tomorrow gonna cycle to school i think! Yay! (:
Open house! I think I'm going to rot my ass off. xD
Going to bed soon! Tired. Nights (:

A voice in my head told me to not go further, but I press on.
Now I wonder what happened that caused me and you to be like this.
Just months ago we were alright, you would still joke with me though I sent the wrong message.
But now, you totally ignore me. Really, what's wrong?
I really don't know. It's a pain to me, because somehow you mean a lot too.
You used to be an encouragement to me, my fav.teacher.
How did things ever ever turned out this way.
& I ever thought I was good at handling such things.. guess I'm not.